Meet my new friend!

We probably all know those quotes about finding a soulmate, a best friend.. well then, let me introduce you to my newest and best friend in the world! I found this brunette at school, and since our first met we are inseparable 👭

It’s very special to meet someone to look up to, see her as your sister, best friend, buddy, school friend, etc. she fills me up where I need and the other way around.

We spend most weeks since we’ve got to know each other ( end of April) together, like now. We are spending already 5 nights in a row at her place. It’s unique to have a best friend who understands you in everything, ends sentences that you don’t even have to finish, knows exactly what you need and gives you so much love… okay this sounds like a love letter, don’t get me wrong, but this whole situation is so not normal, haha! Usually it takes you so much longer before you feel comletley yourself at someone. Most of the times years.

so Daphne aka, daf, aka, gluten free fried fish, love you to bits and lets go through our bucketlist book! 🎉💛

One week vacay 


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When I saw my last post when I logged in I was a bit surprised.
End of January, that’s a pretty long time ago.
What a day what a day.
We passed half of our first year at school and I’m thankful that so far I’ve passed all the tests and assignments. I’m quite proud of myself to be honest.
Never expected that I would be able to do HBO.
I remember that my teacher from my last school said to me during a progress call that he was always looking forward to it to talk to me, cause he could level with me during our chats.
He said that my niveau of talking was more HBO likely than MBO. That was a big compliment for me. He even said that he were gonna miss our chats and that he appreciated it so much that I always asked back if everything was okay with him too.

I didn’t do that to get in a better daylight or to get higher scores for my test (apart from coaching he was also my teacher for some classes), but because I truly liked him and he always helped me when I was struggling with something, school- or private related.

So yeah, back to the last weeks.
Last week I’ve had vacation. A-MAY-ZING.
Really enjoyed my vacay and did loads of nice stuff. Hanging out with friends, clubbing, to the movies, zoo, etc. the pictures from the zoo will follow, cause my friend made a lot with his camera that he got for his birthday recently. as you can see, I have wine in my hand in literally ALL the pictures, haha! And it’s not a lie, I’ve been drinking so much wine.. oops! only the last picture with the kiss, where I thank the vacay for his awesome days, is sober. hahaha

I could tell so much more but unfortunately I have to get back to my homework.
I didn’t do ANYTHING for school during the vacation so that means that I have to work a bit harder now to keep up with all the curriculum. 😉

One thing I have to tell you before I finish:
Cristina and Julia, my two dear friends from Malta, who almost feel like sisters, both left the first two days of March to live in Australia.
I’m so jealous, haha! I miss them a lot.
Wish I could live with them and just leave the Netherlands for what it is.
I’m not sure if I want to live abroad for forever, but what I do know is that I miss Malta and the whole idea of living somewhere where no one knows you gives me butterflies.
It’s so nice to be on your own and not in depended on anyone.
I wish them both the best of luck there and I really hope that I can visit them one day..

Bye for now. xx 🙂





One year ago… my Malta adventure started!



That’s the first thing that popped up in my mind when I saw the date today.

Unbelievable. Seriously unbelievable how fast time flies.
I miss Malta so much. I have to admit that I think almost every day about Malta.
Somehow, it feels like I left home there, even tho I missed this home too..
Wish I could separate myself in two to live there and here at the same time.

I wrote a post on facebook and I’m SO happy with all the reactions… It’s so super sweet. It makes me miss Malta even more. Can’t wait for the day that I can go back again for a while. or even for a week would be amazing.

So here some more pictures of my amazing memories there.
Malta, Inhobbok, Missing you HAFNA.


My first wintersport in Austria

Been a while since my last update, but as usual is school asking a lot of time. Specially this month. This black was for sure a lot more difficult compared to the first one. That’s why I couldn’t join my dad an Brother on wintersport, Cause the days were exactly planned two days before my exams. But with a lot of stress, working harder than Anyone else and dicipline, I made it to join them. They left on Friday, very early in the morning. By car. And I left Holland the day after, by airplane. 🙌🏼 a one and a half hour flight, instead of a drive from at least nine hours. 

Today we have our last day here. I’ve tried skiing on Saturday but it turned out in a hell of a day. I was so scared, twisted my knee in a very weird way and now I’m studying with an injury on the balcony in the sun mainly. Not a big problem for me cause I had to study anyways, exams are almost here, but still not what I planned. I want to try skiing next year again for sure. I want to overcome my fear. But for now the fun is over cause of my knee.. 

oh well, I’m still very happy that I’ve had the possibility to come over, see beautiful Austria, cause damn, what an amazing view, mountains and weather they have. 😍 studying in the sun and getting a tan at the same time is better than studying in Amersfoort in my small room 😉 


Christmas 2016

It’s Christmas 🙂

I’ve been looking forward to this since weeks! Some quality time with my family. ❤️ on Christmas Eve we went to the church,  where we had a lovely worship. The next morning we had our usual Christmas breakfast. After we went for our Sunday walk.  In the afternoon my brother and his girlfriend arrived. In the evening we had our Christmas dinner with family. It was seriously amazing and I forgot to make more pictures of the food cause I was too busy with eating haha. It was our first Christmas without our granddad who died in May. I missed him a lot and it was heartbreaking to see my mother crying while we were on our way to my family. But we made a special place on the table next to the big table with his picture on it. So he was still with us, kind of. 😉❤️ the next morning we had our second Christmas dinner including my brother and his gf. They left after and I’ve been going for a walk with my dad and the dog that we did yesterday too. I’ve spended the rest of the day on the couch with my mom watching our favorite movies, called serendipity (my moms favorite Christmas movie) and Pearl Harbor. My number #1! 

In the evening we had another lovely Christmas dinner with more wine and watched a serie. I’m so lazy! But I’ve had a great and very cozy Christmas. Exactly how I want it🎄🎅🏼🎊🌹

I don’t have enough time

Amai, the days are too short to complete all the things I have in mind.
Like updating my blog. haha. It’s the first thing what I delete from my to do list when I don’t have enough time.
Simply cause my homework and talking to my friends are more important.
But now I really want to write a small update about the last weeks.
Last weekend we’ve had family-weekend in Winterswijk like last year.
It’s funny to see the pictures from last year compared to now. It’s like the pictures from last year are taken two or three months ago.
It was so nice to see my family again. The last time I saw all of them was during our summer BBQ.
We gave each other nice presents for Santa-Claus. That’s what we always celebrate when we have family-weekend in December. This was the ninth year in a row that we celebrated it there.
The family is getting bigger tho. My oldest cousins and one younger cousin got boyfriends/girlfriend. Nice to meet new people and to see the love between them. haha. so cute….
So speaking about relationships…. hahaha..
I met this guy, Tom, and he is very nice. we’ve been dating two times now and I think I really do like him. Tomorrow we have our third date and I’m really looking forward to it. 🙂
Christmas will be around the corner soon, and I can’t wait to be with my family during those days. It’s nice to live on my own here in Amersfoort, but with these typical family days I absolutely don’t want to be here. haha
So that’s it for now. Time to continue with my schoolwork… haha.. story of my life!

First night in “my” new room! 


I’m relaxing on te couch at the moment, in, oh yes, the new room ❤️

I’m so happy with this cute little place. very lucky to have friends who are so generous and sweet to let them use their room. I had a quite short night, so I’m a bit tired now. Don’t know why, but I always have that when I sleep somewhere new.

Fortunately I had t start at 1pm so didn’t had to leave this cute place very quick.

Tomorrow I will go back to my Zwolle, since I want to spend the weekends with my family.

Tomorrow a short day at school. And then: weekend! Can’t wait ✨

Goodnight for now 😘